another bla bla bla confession

everyone is gone ..
just me and me ..
my mother has her vacation along with my sister ..
so the rest of the family is in home ..
tak pa sigh ..
just bored ,,doing nothing (( actually not nothing))i've got something to do,my assignment by the way ..
you think it's boring as well right ..
fiuhhh

i'm tired

just wanna hear you say i do..
n i'm tired of waiting ..

new day has begun babe

udah semakin bertambah umur,,deep down in my soul sangat mengharapkan bisa bertambah dewasa juga pemikiran ny ..
nggak childish n selfish lagi ..
pokoknya trying to left all the bad things behind me..far far away ..
hopefully ,,coz banyak yang mensupport diriku,,mudah2an bertambah juga degh orang2 yang mery sayangin ..
semangat !!!
viva la femmery!!!!

there's something about you !!

akhirnya blog gw buka juga . .

after several days i didn't open . .

butek . .butek . .butek . .

boring . . boring . . boring . .

kuliah rasanya membosankan lately .
fiuh,,somebody helps me . .

i need you here with me . .!!!
anyone.......

do not know

skripsi oh skripsi . .

still confused about the title of the script ???

oh, c'monn . .

bingung niighg dengan judul,,g ada inspirasi . .capek,,butek,,
i need an enlightenment from every side, ilham kek, referensi juga baguss . .
tapi darimana ya , ,
gi buntu niggh
arrggggggg..help me God . .

Keep Up d' GoOd WoRk . .

one step ahead to be an English teacher . .
bisa g yaa . .???
huahua . .

hopefully, i can pass all the requirements . .
by ALLah will of course . .

amien . .

teruzzz berjuang dah pokokny.a.a. .

ABouT OuR Be- ♥d PrOPHeT

The Truth About Muhammad *

By Prof. Shahul Hameed

Question I want to know about Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him); how he ate, drank, sat, washed himself, etc. I want to know about his dealings with other Muslims and other special things about him. Jazakum Allahu khayran. Answer Salam, Aicha. Thank you very much for your question. Michael H. Hart, the American author of The Hundred: A Ranking of the Most Influential Persons in History, called Muhammad (peace be upon him) “the only man in history who was supremely successful on both the religious and secular levels.” To this, one can add a number of his other unique achievements such as the following: There never was anyone like Muhammad (peace be on him) whose life has been recorded in such meticulous detail, and there never was anyone in history like Muhammad (peace be upon him) whose exemplary deeds are so closely emulated in their daily lives by so many people from so many countries and regions of this world, and to this day. It was Muhammad alone, among the religious leaders, who could establish a government based on divine guidance for the first time in human history, and that, too, in a land where anarchy had reigned supreme for centuries. He brought law, order, and social justice to a people notorious for endless retaliatory conflicts. If anyone ever became an unchallenged ruler by divine right, it was Muhammad, and Muhammad alone. While he possessed power as absolute as humanly attainable, he remained ever humbler than any of his followers. He said, “I am merely a servant of God and I have been sent only as a teacher.” It was Muhammad (peace be upon him) who for the first time taught people to give up alcohol, drugs and all kinds of unclean food. It was none other than Muhammad (peace be upon him) who for the first time in history established women’s rights by allowing them to own property, inherit, question authorities, reject arranged marriages, and seek divorce when they had reasons for doing so. There never was such an unlettered man who put the wisdom of the scholars of all the later generations to shame. And there never was a religious leader like him who was so “modern” in his attitudes and policies. He condemned racism and nationalism; he established laws to protect animals, trees, and the environment; he established workers’ rights and banned interest. In a brief span of 23 years of his prophetic life, Muhammad (peace be upon him) was able to transform the faith, morality, daily life, and the very mindset of all the varied tribes of Arabia. Within a hundred years his message had changed the hearts and lives of millions in different parts of the world. The details of the Prophet’s personal life such as how he ate, drank, washed himself, and so on, can be learned from the volumes of Hadith, which form a treasure for such information on his lifestyle. Indeed, it would be impossible to give on this page a detailed account of the varied aspects of the personality of the man Muhammad (peace be upon him). Therefore, I would content myself by highlighting here just a few aspects of his personal life. The Prophet was taller than average, of strong physical build; he was fair of complexion, had a prominent forehead, along with long and thick eyelashes. His face was genial and had a very attractive and pleasant smile. When he spoke, he spoke to the purpose or else he kept quiet. He was the first to greet a person; and he was not the first to withdraw his hand from a handshake. He never liked people paying him too much respect and prohibited them from standing up when he entered. He visited the poor and the ailing and advised the Muslims to do likewise. He invited the poorest of the poor to partake of his scanty meal. His wife `A’ishah said, "He always joined in household work and would at times mend his clothes, cobble his shoes, and sweep the floor. He would milk, tether, and feed his animals and do the household shopping" (Al-Bukhari). The Prophet was of very clean habits and used to brush his teeth five times a day, before each of the daily Prayers. After midnight he used to get up for the Tahajjud Prayers (optional late night Prayer) which he never missed in his life (Al-Bukhari). He was not fastidious about his bed; sometimes he slept on his cot, sometimes on an ordinary mattress, and sometimes on the ground (Zarqani). He was gentle and kindhearted, always ready to overlook the faults of others. Politeness, generosity, simplicity, and sincerity were the hallmarks of his character. In dispensing justice, he was firm, but his severity was tempered with compassion. His charming manners won him the affection of his followers. Though he was the Messenger of Allah, and virtually became the ruler of Arabia, he never was proud, and never did he assume any air of superiority. Fear of Allah and humility were deeply ingrained in his heart. He always received people with courtesy and showed respect to older people. He said, "To honor an old man is to show respect to Allah." He was very kind to animals. Once during a journey, somebody picked up some bird’s eggs. The bird's painful note and fluttering attracted the attention of the Prophet (peace be upon him), who asked the man to replace the eggs (Al-Bukhari). Also as his army marched towards Makkah to conquer it, they passed a female dog with puppies. The Prophet (peace be upon him) not only gave orders that they should not be disturbed, but posted a man to see that this was done. The Prophet loved the company of the poor people; and he used to pray, "O Allah, keep me poor in my life and at my death, and raise me at resurrection among those who are poor" (An-Nasa’i). His house was a hut with walls of unbaked clay and a thatched roof of palm leaves covered by camel skin. He used to sleep on a rough mattress. Once his disciples noticed its imprint on his back. They wished to give him a soft bed, but he declined the offer, saying: "What have I to do with worldly things? My connection with the world is like that of a traveler resting for a while underneath the shade of a tree and then moving on." He advised the people to live simple lives and himself practiced great austerities. When he died there was nothing in his house except a few seeds of barley left from a mound of the grain (Al-Bukhari). The Prophet said about himself, "Allah has sent me as messenger so that I may demonstrate perfection of character, refinement of manners, and loftiness of deportment" (Malik). And when he died, he did not leave a cent, nor any property except his white mule, his weapons, and a piece of land which he had dedicated for the good of the community (Al-Bukhari). Allah says in the Qur’an what means: *{You have indeed in the Messenger of God [Muhammad] a beautiful pattern [of conduct] for anyone whose hope is God and the Final Day.}* (Al-Ahzab 33:21) I hope this is quite informative. May Allah the Merciful make us all worthy of being the sincere followers of Muhammad (peace be upon him). Thank you and please keep in touch. Salam.

* This article was originally published in Ask About Islam page, click here to read the original.

i aLways Dream about having good and Bright future . .
having all the things that i need by ALLAH SWT will . .

In the WoRLd and the HereaFTer . .
amienn

i need a consolation . .

hari ini bener2 buat mery nangis . . .

it was started when i opened my siakad, and i saw one of the score of my lecture . .
what . .damn . .please, it's like a nightmare 4 me . .
what ,,D for research . .
what a biggest fool !!!

God,,i need a rest right now,,please console me !!!
my world is spinning right now !!!

helppppppppppp

LOPh me,,Loph Me,,say that U LoPh Me

i just wanna sing . .
love me love me say that you love . .
i don't care of anything but you !!!

ReFReSh . .

i'm hume

capE' euy bizz pulang..

yaggh, kuliah lagi daggh,,hectic lagi . .
nut i have to face it. .
c'est la vie Mery . .

here we go . .

libuRan ..

libura n n

akhirnya jadi juga liburannya after studying so hard . .
fiuhh..jadilah even just three days, i think it would be enough for me . .
thanks Allah 4 every single air that i breathe

libuRan ..

akhirnya

wahhh,,
selse juga uas gw..
binggung daggh gmana hasilnya..
hopefully,semuanya baguss aza..
amien..
make it come true God,,please...........

fiuhh..im tired..

dear god..
the only thing i ask for you is to hold me when i'm down,,keep loving me and give your love as much as you give your love to the faithful man..
because i need you lke i breath your air every single second, minute, hour, everyday,every beat of my heart..
i want you to protect me and everyone that i love in this earth..

im heRe nEEd HeLp..

Akhirnya seorang gw mengakui juga kalo sedang menderita "mono disease"
seornang mery membutuhkan pertolongan dr...dr..who can heal the disease within

LaGi dan Lagi..

again..
it's tOo EaRLy tO SAy $%^$#E%&*
MaiS, c'ESt Ok Si NouS sOmmEs BLa..bLa..
c'eSt ConFuSing..

binggungg

ur woRds mAke me Confused..
aBouT The FeeLing That i have foR you ..!!
i tHink it's tOo EarLy For Me To sAy 'ThE 3 wORdS' fOR you 2 ..
i wish i cOuLd make up My Mind RighT Now...
if OnLy I CouLd,,i WouLd..
For Our SaKe..
I hOPe SoMeDaY I'VE goT the anSweR..
The anSwer 4 u..
i HoPe...
SoMeDay..........

so TiRed

again..
StuDy..StuDy..StuDy..
argghhh..
i need a sort of refreshment now..
somebody helps me please !!!

LoVeLiFe iS CoMPLiCaTed..

i've interviewed my best friends,,and asked them about the sentence of my title..
u know...they're absolutely agree ...
fiiuuhh..h.h

blaBlabLa..

hari ni mang agak bt..
baru mo OL tapi ada suara-suara yang g mengenakkan banget,,
tapi biarin aja anjing menggonggong gw jalan teruz lah,,
sok menjudge orang padahal...
orang kayak gini maggh GET THE HELL oUt of my Way Ajah...

lagi dan lagi...

hari ini lagi sakit..
sort of woman's monthly problem..
hehe
searching for help ....
mudah2an g ganggu kuliah jam atu nti lah. .
hope everything runs smoothly ya..

' PaRDon 4 evERytHing!!!

Maybe it's obvious, i dedicate this song solely just for my mom..
and i remembered this SpiCe gIRL song,,maybe it goes like this..

'She Used to hate Me So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now,
Every little thing you said and did was right for me,
I had a lot of time to think about,
about the way I used to be,
Never had a sense of my responsibility.

Back then I didn't know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend ,You're my friend

But now I'm sure I know why,
why you were misunderstood,
So now I see through your eyes,
all I can give you is love,

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend Your're my friend

im loving you,you loving me
our love thats true so true'

untitled

do you still remember when you revealed every single feeling to me ..
don't you..?
do you still remember when everyhing started go wrong..
do you really still remember the final day of our relationship..
if you don't,,i do..
if Christina aguilera can sing 'hurt' song,,so am i..!!

'' i'm sorry for blaming you ,for everything i just could't do..
and i hurt myself by hurting you..
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you...

ordinary diary

seneng dech kalo teruz kumpul bareng keluarga
ini memory poto kemaren waktu liburan keluarga nyokap,,tapi eitts,,belum lengkap sicch,,
coz masigh ada yang ketinggalan
sibuk .,..!!!!emang masih jadi alesan daggh
but c'est ok!i'm quite happy !!
Family foRever !!!

daily diary..

hari ini kuliah seperti biasa...
im thankful to Allah coz He always gives me spirit and every strength in every breath i take. . .
hopefully,,it will last forever until the end of time

hurting,,solitary,,missing..hikss..

mungkin kata itu yang mendescribe my feeling right now..but it does't real big deal for me anymore,karena i've got my whole family yang mensupport mery everywhere i be and whatever it takes..
j'aime ma famille forever in my life
they never be forgotten..

my life my soul

i never started my life with planning or something arranged,,
but that's me,,sometimes, it makes my life messy
and i cant carry on life like this..